[ There's something in what he's saying that really hits upon the truth behind all of this. The core of all of Ange's worries.
Something that's hard to admit to, even just to herself. Let alone to anyone else. But.. ]
I think that's why I'm scared of taking a chance.
I'm scared of being hurt. As long as I don't raise my expectations, I can't get hurt. But if I hope for anything at all here, for something between me and Ruby.. then I can get hurt so bad.
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Something that's hard to admit to, even just to herself. Let alone to anyone else. But.. ]
I think that's why I'm scared of taking a chance.
I'm scared of being hurt. As long as I don't raise my expectations, I can't get hurt. But if I hope for anything at all here, for something between me and Ruby.. then I can get hurt so bad.
And I don't know how much more hurt I can take.